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bye bye........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ and no im not killing myself!!!!
later, much
will
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[06 Jun 2005|11:35am] |
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Aus-Rotten: capital punishment |
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BYE BYE
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[02 Jun 2005|03:13pm] |
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call yourself an individual cant ever see
your just like some boring student preaching to me
talk of helping others
put out your helping hand
just get the nucleur armements out of this land
oh yes were all rebels, idealist anarchest
say you'll have a revolution, when you all get pissed
use your stagnent minds, it may not take long to find
conformity never works your so pathetic and blind
walk into record shop to buy you some anarchy
45 revolutions which one is victory
talk of helping others
put out your helping hand
just get the nucleur armements out of this land
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[24 May 2005|09:44pm] |
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Alan Jackson- pick-up man |
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im so done with people ecept for joe, fuzzy, maria, billie, casey, perkal, doug, jennifer, and mitchelle and my other close freinds you can all rot on you drugs and your so called life full of propaganda, lies, death and fuckin stupidity. im so done wiht caring about your issues esspecially sara fielding yeah i said your name just so i could say im through and im not caring anymore. but on a better note im getting my truck this week sooooo im soo happy. and so yeah i think i said what i need to. so i love you ll bye bye.
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[19 May 2005|11:04pm] |
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we finally got a good demo done. its fuckin awsome. and yea im happy about that. we play at big joes on friday so hopefully the lot of you will go. but yea other than that i cant wait to get my truck, and in 1 month and 1 week is my BDAY!! sweet 16 lol. nothin sooo sweet about it soo far but things can change. one my 16th bye bye goes mohawk. lol. aww it wont be soo bad i got to get a job so i can make some of that green shit. momyys back and im sooo relieved shes back but on the other hand im not becasue my nanny is still sick so if shes still alive either in the winter or next summer im driving my happy ass to missouri. and then im flying down to louisiana soon i dont now when but i want to go soon for like a week. i need to get away from all this bullshit that i have to deal with SOME people. well another good thing is my sister is coming down september 8th wiht my 3 year old niece and i cant fuckin wait. well bye ye for now.
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[17 May 2005|11:50am] |
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IM GETTING HAPPIER |
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Will HAS TAKEN CONTROLL AND I DONT CARE WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT IT. I AM GOING TO START SAYING WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT AND IF PEOPLE REALLY LIKE ME THEYLLE STICK BY MY SIDE 100% LIKE SO MANY ALREADY HAVE. I AM DONE WORRYING ABOUT OTHERS MORE THAN MYSELF AND IM DONE ABUSING MYSELF TO MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY. YOU HEAR ME THIS IS WILL LOVE ME OR HATE ME THIS IS THE REAL DEAL AND IM HERE TO STAY!! I RELIZED HOW FUCKING CONTROLLED I WAS BY SO MANY AND I RELIZED HOW UPSET I WAS AND TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH IM SURE ILL LOSE FREINDS BUT MY TRUE ONES WILL PROBABLY APPRECIATE THE HONESTY. IF YOU REMEMEBER A TIME I SPENT WITH YOU AND WE HAD A GOOD TIME LEAVE IT ON MY COMMENTS I WANT TO HEAR IT BECASUE I LIKE TO REMEMBER OLD GOOD TIMES.
WILL
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[14 May 2005|02:43pm] |
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opinions are like assholes everyone as one and they al stink . ive relized this now and if i have an opinion i will from now on not share it with anyone or at least try not to. and you know who you are i was just mad because of ur whole upsetting ordeal and its none of my business but i just was kinda upset for you.
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[09 May 2005|06:57pm] |
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Chaos UK- hypocrite |
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man these last few weeks have been crazy. ive been really happy, really pissed, really drunk and too sober. i think i agree with caustic christ on this one SOBRIETY SUCKS! and mass confusion the girl i love has been a little too much to handle but things seem to be getting easier but i hope that things stay this way or get alot better. well i jsut want to say how much i like being alone and i kinda keep relizing wo real freinds are and getting rid of the slack. billie and katie and fuzzy and joe and casey and mitchel have made things easier for me lately and i just want you guys to know i love you. if i forgot your name just leave me a message.
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[02 May 2005|01:15pm] |
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power and glory- attak |
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FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!! thats all i have to say
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[25 Apr 2005|12:46pm] |
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ok so ill be single as of saterday. man its a knew feeling.( becasue me and maria want to spend a last night togehter, and until that day we are together) but you know what im happy because at least this break up wasnt bad no anger, no lieing, no cheating. and you know what my hearts hoping that me and her can come back together one day. this seperation had to be done becasue she needed space for a while and, as the saying goes if you love somthing set it free. i am going to mis her though, she was and will alwsys be the best. i hope as i said earlier that one day me and her can come beack together.
wel just wanting to show my friends how i am doing.
will
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[05 Apr 2005|05:06pm] |
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BLAHHHHH !!!!!! im just kinda trying to get a job now and get my liscense. ive been fishing alot lately. i am sooooo glad i dont have anymore he said she said bullcrap. im busy as fuck and kinda stressed but for tottally resonable reasons. like getting a job. well i will update later bye bye
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[25 Mar 2005|10:10pm] |
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Im sick and im tired and maria wont pick up her phone.
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[24 Mar 2005|07:09pm] |
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Rudemantary peni - tower of strength |
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well yeah i was pushed into water and my phone ent in with me. and we dont know if its busted. i hate when me phones busted. it makes me sick. well i love u maria if u ever read this. well if anyone reads this call me at 459 2606. i think my phones ok but i dont know.
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[23 Mar 2005|11:30am] |
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nothin mcuh to say i miss SD, and i miss my girl. its wierd she seems like she misses me at one moment but at another seems like she doesnt. i know she does thou. i cant wait for my show. itll be sooo mcuh fun. if you guys read this plz comment so i can read it there isnt much to do right now and ittl keep me entertained.
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[18 Mar 2005|02:45pm] |
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ahhh last night was ok. alot of drunken drama towards the end, i got hit in the face by billie. i have a head ache right now and im mad cuz my baby called me this morning but i missed the call. =( but hell ill hear from her when she gets off work. imm go now i have to poop.
will
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[16 Mar 2005|01:47am] |
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man i fuckin miss maria. seriosuly omfg ( see i can be a computer nerd too). man yeah i died my hair it looks nothnig like i planned it to, but whatever its just hair no bigg deal. i hope it looks ok. but seriously i wish i had my girl in my harms right now id just hold her and tell her i love her and i would just talk to her about how her day has been and so forth, but i dont have her right now and i havent talked to her in 3 days. it seems like an eternity. man i need to get some sleep.
will
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[12 Mar 2005|12:48am] |
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will
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[10 Mar 2005|06:46pm] |
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Some old 80s rock song |
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Let me start off by saying im tired. other than that nothing really else is going on. i hungout with my baby last few days. and thats about it. mom gets out on saterday so yeah. um i would enjoy if u guys commented so i can read what u guys say. thats the only point i see to this whole thing.
will
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[07 Mar 2005|07:32pm] |
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i wish i could take her place |
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DMX- were da hood at |
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Mom is sick again. seriously any amound of anger i have shown in the last 3 days or for the next 4 days is not sincere it is purely a reaction to feeling like the most imortant thing in my life is hurting and i wish with all my heart i could take her place and i wish i was in that bed. i have been trying to get ahold of maria and explain to her my situatu\ion that untill now i didnt tell anyone. my mom told me not to tell anyone she was getting sick, the reason was so that no one would say anything to her and by holding a promise to my mom i took shit out on her that should not have been. i lvoe her. its not her and now that i have let that out and had time to think i have relized that i am now ready to have a relationship i am now ready to be caring ad understanding of another person i am now able to not controll someone. it might come as a suprise but when ur down and out and u have no where else to turn aand all u can do is think about how u made the things around u hapen u come to alot of conclusions. but i dont feel like getting into that here all i feel like saying is that im leaving in a week and maria u can get ur break then. but on a better note i am going to see mom tomorrow i might be at the hospitle all week or at least close to. so if u need me call my cell or my moms( my cell nunmber is still the same).
bye bye
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[07 Mar 2005|01:49pm] |
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mom is very sick |
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snoop dogg |
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man life is full of experiances like how do u handle not knowing if ur moms gonna be able to walk. and how do u handle knowing that u love a person but u cant see them. man i hope things get better. but dont get me wrong im ok im able to handle what i am dealing with i just think that i have a lot more to give someone and they deserve alot more respect and care tham previously givin and thats what i am going to do to. but until i know more about my surroundings iall i can say is that im trying hard.
will
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